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ABOUT THE AUTHOR

I am KWEN. In the fanfic writing circle, I am known as kwendgreat. You can view my flailings at http://asianfanfiction.com. Herein, you can call me the unfathomablesisa or just SISA.
Current Obsession


Gah! Easy Fortune, Happy Life is ♥ ♥ ♥.
I know that it is a typical idol drama, but I love how natural the two actors act and how romantic and intellectual their scenes are thought out.

Da Feng: Blue Lan
Fu An: Qiao En Chen
Dong Jie: Roy Qiu
Zhen Zhen: Jocelyn Wang

Artist of the Month

2PM is erratic. SMEXY boys!!!
2PM
Ta-da!!!The artist of the month award goes to 2PM. Well, I am slowly liking this band. They are a group of TALENTED. Yes, let me stress that again... TALENTED, singers, dancers, and rappers. I like to see them do more projects. M-net Scandal is a must-see because of them. Hope you guys will keep on doing better. AGAIN and AGAIN!!!

Tandem of the Month

SOEUL so much?!?
Yi Jung and Gaeul

Boys Over Flowers will always be remembered because of these two sweethearts. They look good together on-cam. No wonder why many supporters are asking for their team-up.

Pretty Boy + Pretty Girl = Great Tandem!!!

Drama of the Month

a bittersweet story


"The life of Go Eun Chan (Yoon Eun Hye) is not easy; she works many jobs to pay off debts and even gave up her feminine image. Choi Han Kyul (Gong Yoo) is the heir of a big food company, but his grandmother wants him to settle down, so she arranged many dates for him. After Eun Chan bumped into Han Kyul and was mistaken for a boy, Han Kyul decided to hire Eun Chan to be his gay lover in order to avoid the arranged dates. Desperately in need of money, Eun Chan had no choice but to accept. Han Kyul's grandmother also made Han Kyul in charge of a filthy coffee shop in danger of being bankrupt. Eun Chan begged to work at the coffee shop, and not long after, feelings start to spark, except, how would Han Kyul accept his "homosexuality"?" -- DramaWiki


Dramas I've Watched

*the italicized dramas are my highly recommended*

1st Shop of the Coffee Prince
9 Ends 2 Outs
A Love to Kill
All In
Alone in Love
Attic Cat
Autumn in My Heart
Bad Couple
Bad Love
Devil Beside You
Express Love
Fated to Love You
Full House
Glass Shoes
Goong
Goong S
Irene
It Started with a Kiss
Love or Bread
Love Story in Harvard
Lovers in Paris
Lovers in Prague
My Girl
My Lucky Star
My Precious Child
Remember Bali
Save the Last Dance
Snow White
Spring Waltz
Stained Glass
Stairway to Heaven
Sweet 18
They Kissed Again
Winter Sonata


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Beneath the Muddled Sheets: pt.2
sisa Sunday, July 5, 2009 3:14 AM 16loves

:: Clean Sheets ::

It was 10 a.m. already when I spotted my wall clock. My eyes were squinting laboriously as rays of sun pecked my face. I felt my thighs tightened and my legs weakened. My shoulders weren't doing any good for me, either. My fingertips were stiff as wood. I felt loaded. 'Days really do pass by swiftly'. I thought to myself while letting a big sigh of boredom. 'Another day to live by.' Lazily, I grabbed my newly bought pillow and hugged it tightly, shivering when a few drops of tears trickled through my hands. 'Cold... I-it's so cold.'

The smell of humidity dabbled my nose. So much for my room's heater. I slowly grazed my hand with precision over the left side of my bed and found it cold, as well. 'Still untouched. It's been so long now...' I have never been a fan of loneliness and until today I do not embrace desolation. However, loneliness won over me. 'Am I the biggest loser?'

All my sentimental thoughts were disrupted when I heard a very familiar sound. I let it pass, once, but the sound distracted me for the second time. 'That stupid ring tone. Killing me. It's killing me...' I reached for the bed-side table on my right and grabbed my cellphone which was ringing and vibrating endlessly.



"H-ello..." I picked up my phone passively and unaware who the caller was.

... Nothing, there was nothing I could hear of.

"Hello? Hwangbo here, who's this?" No one answered again. My eyes widened. I felt my heart beat throbbed faster. I feared that someone might have been plotting something against me. Paranoia really has become my best friend and enemy.

"H-ello..."

Still, I heard no one. This frightened me. 'Who c-c-can i-t be?' I instantly looked at my phone's screen and checked the number. The number was unfamiliar, though.

"Y-yaah!!! S-spe-speak up!" I courageously yelled at the mysterious caller in the other line. "C-chugolle!!! Yah!" I felt my heart pounded harder. My hair raised when I heard someone gasped. A shrill pant was all I heard, apart from that I could only hear silence. I got paranoid and turned my phone off. 'W-who the hell's callin' me?'

After five seconds, my phone rang. It was the same number. I canceled it for as often as I could remember, but my phone kept on ringing. Eventually, I ended up picking up the call for the second time.

"Hello. Please speak up," a more relaxed Hwangbo tried handling the situation. "I-I can't deal with someone I don't know." I said with an ounce of bravery and a shaky voice.

I heard a sigh in return. "You sure?" The caller asked me.

My heart exploded in tremor. Have I heard it right? 'T-the t-the v-voice...' My knees grew weak and my shoulders grew heavier.

"Miss me?"

'D-d-daa-rrn... Y-yyou...' My body was shaking incessantly. I wasn't able to utter a single word. 'W-w-who a-are y-you?' I thought to myself. I knew that my mind was just playing tricks on me. That I was just desparate for something. For someone. And so I scolded myself for hallucinating things.

The man from the other line felt my fear, perhaps. He once again spoken, which already made me lose my sanity. "Be okay. Stay the same." After saying those words the line was cut.

I felt like I was going to die out of happiness and fear. It's him! It really did sound like him! Joy overflowed me. I was overwhlemed by the call. A part of me, though, felt different. 'B-b-but, H-hwangbo. T-think harder. H-he will not call you... In this lifetime.' I warned myself against false hopes. 'Don't think about it. I-if h-he wanted to (call you), he sould have done it six months ago...'

[On a talk show: Hwangbo and Eunhyuk guested]

"So, tell us about this new drama you are in unnie."

"Neh. Ah. We're currently filiming a new drama under KBS. It's a spin-off of WGM [We Got Married]," I said to the reporter with a wide smile written all-over my face. Indeed, I felt really happy for my first drama. "A-about a TV show with paired couples and how the relationship will progress after filming the variety [show]."

"Good. Sounds interesting. What can the viewers expect?"

"A lot." I said with lots of laughter. "You'll see me cry and laugh here, a lot."

"Actually, you'll see her kiss me," Eunhyuk said jokingly. This pun caught the attention of the interviewer and the live audience. The "aawws" and the "aaahhs" reverberated the air. In response to his joke, I nudged him with my elbow-- which I hope I did not do that time and should have avoided doing.

"J-just watch for our new drama. You'll see the love story unfold," I said meekly. People on set, though, were still musing at us just because of Eunhyuk's attempt to lighten up the set.

"O-okay. you're blushing right now," the reporter noticed me and started teasing us. "I can see, judging by the closeness you two are showing us, that you have had a long way together."

"Uhm. Y-you c-can say that," I agreed with the reporter. And Eunhyuk seconded immediately.

"Noona is really helpful... In every scene," he said convincingly. "She's not exposed to a drama like this before, but she handled it smoothly."

"Well, I just give him tips and whatever I could give him. Just want to share a good working environment with him."

"Yeh. noona's really gentle with me," Eunhyuk said while putting up a wide boyish-youthful smile.

"Oh, really? To what level of gentleness? Can it be compared with you and your sshillang's rapport?" The reporter tacklessly asked.

Oh-Oh. I've felt my body become numb. 'Oh crap! Not that one!' Those kinds of questions were what I feared most. The world just doesn't know how painful it is to struggle with a love that did not materialize. How unlucky I feel. How betrayed I feel like. They don't know that after the farewell episode of We Got Married in Jeju, me and Hyun Joong shared something special. They don't know that I am broken into pieces because of that. Because, he left me after that.

My mind wasn't able to process anything. My mouth tightened. I knew right then and there that people watching the set felt something odd. They must have seen the inconceivable pain that I should have been hiding perfectly from the very beginning.

Thank God, Eunhyuk was there to save me. He suddenly wrapped his arms over my shoulders and pulled me closer to him. Fan service, of course.

"I-I t-think it's not proper to talk about Hyun Joong," Eunhyuk said. "Me and Hwangbo are doing our best for this drama. We see each other very often. Talk with each other and even feed each other. I-I d-don't like that kind of question." Eunhyuk gained control of the situation. He had the momentum to keep people away from snooping around matters of my heart.

"D-does that mean that there is a budding romance? Here? Among you two?"

"L-let's not just ruin the get-go. We're handling everything perfectly. We're getting to know each other..." Eunhyuk ended doubts that earlier surmised.


After the interview I approached Eunhyuk.

"Dongsaeng," I called him gently. "J-just want to say t-thank you..."

"O-oh. Noona t-that's n-nothing actually," he said with his childlike smile. "You've been very kind and helpful to me, so it's only right to help you. I know y-you're having a hard time. Clearly, it's none of my business. But just d-don't trap yourself in something y-you should have gotten over a long time ago."

His words struck me. It felt like a child is lecturing his mother. 'Should I really get over him? Should you, Hwangbo?' His words were really powerful. From a point-of-view of an outsider, it really did make sense.

"Eunhyuk, kam-sa-sahamnida..." I was on the verge of crying my heart out, but I managed to hold back the tears until I got home. I was heedless, though, as to how things would turn out. That far from the stage I was at that day, someone was watching over me. Someone was studying my every move. Someone was following me.

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